DAMN you Tumblr for always being down for maintenance!!
Goals:
- Stop procrastinating! I need to do homework/projects right away or something.
- Organize time. Plan ahead for the day (Ahh, school, dance, homework, DECA, church...)
- Keep my 4.0 GPA
- Don't turn on computer until I've finished majority of homework >:|
- KEEP going to the gym about every other day.
- Stop sleeping so effin' late.
- Have better self-discipline & self-control. If I have a lot of homework, don't give in to hanging out with friends!
- In November, attempt to get a job
- Learn to do the splits
- Work on freezes. Hah all I can do is a baby freeze. Lame.
- Buy Elvis a NG shirt
- Go BOWLING for the first time in my life
- Save up for orchestra field trip to Silverwood
- Sort-of a goal? To go shopping at Southcenter, HAHA
Wishlist:
- dye hair purplish or reddish brown
- Purple Jordan shorts
- Crest whitening strips!
- Stilettos
- short "elf" boots. grey preferably
- white flats
- Sephora or NARS blush (after acne goes bye-bye!)
- Appletini body spray from Victoria's Secret
- and yes, I want more clothes. -_-
- Acne and eczema begone!
- Plain white v-neck. Probably gonna get the guy's 4-pack of Hanes v-necks
- AJ Rafael shirt. whatever, I don't care if I am obsessed! he writes good songs
- capo for guitar
- new rosin for violin. Mine broke into a million pieces
- A GOOD digital camera. I can't decide if I should get a point & shoot or save up for an SLR & take photography classes
I hate how we imperfect humans have this tendency to always want more. For all the material stuff on my wishlist I think I can easily save up for once I get a job though (I mean like, the Jordan shorts are the most expensive thing on the list, and probably the boots, unless I get a good bargain). The camera thing, it's kind of like on an unofficial wishlist since I'm not even sure which kind I want yet, plus parents would probably pay for that since I'd share it with the fambam.
I still think I'm far from materialistic though--my goals are ahead of my wishes, my passions are worth more than money. I know what I want, so I won't buy a bunch of random crap that is of no use to me. My priorities are straight. Church, School, Royal Impact, friends, DECA, working out (hehe)--those are all in what I want to focus on most. Money, jobs, communication via technology--those are all secondary. I hate texting and calling anyways, only when I'm bored.
Rawr but I'm hating how I'm starting to care a tiny bit more about fashion, darn LookBook got be thinking outside the box as to how I'll wear my clothes. Each outfit I wear, I want it to be individualistic, especially since I see the world through eyes of creativity. The world is a blank canvas, and I want to leave my mark! But eh, I'm afraid my closet does not behold such wondrous articles of clothing, haha. Aka why I am in want of a job.
I am so still wearing sweats regularly to school, lmao.