Drugs.

WOW this blog entry is uber long.

Rawr. I'm so frustrated at people who do drugs. I think everyone who knows me well already knows that I have a ZERO tolerance for people who do drugs. Or sells them.

I mean, I can see that some people have that whole excuse that they're in depression, or some really bad things have happened to them so that's why they started smoking weed or whatever. And who knows, plenty of them are probably nice people at heart, I mean they have feelings and everything still. Whatever. I seriously just can't stand it when people stick to their beloved crack, ecstasy, blah. They're all bad for you!

It's probably just because of the fact that I'm a religious person.. Of course it's not like the Bible specifically states "DON'T SMOKE MARIJUANA" or anything, but in the Bible life is considered a really precious thing. And smoking ruins it all. You die earlier. The shorter life you do live is full of yucky symptoms. Cancer. Schizophrenia. Hallucinations. Injections can lead to STDs. Yeah yeah I sound like a health teacher right now, but it's all true! I find guys who stick to these drugs utterly repulsive.

Anyways, what started my little ramble of how much I hate drugs is that today at lunch at school I was talking to a friend. And I forget how, but somehow the conversation led to me saying, "Ugh, doesn't __:)__'s boyfriend deal weed or whatever. He's a bad influence on her." Okay, so personally I know that __:)__ is a great, fun person since I'm friends with her. But yeah, I said that above statement to her brother, who is also my good friend. Right when I say that, he says, "You've been brainwashed by your brother.." Fact: my brother hates __:)__'s boyfriend, and my brother is __:)__'s best friend. Now, when __:)__'s brother tells me that I've been "brainwashed by my brother", I am really angry. I tell him whatever, sure. But really, I'VE been brainwashed? Anyone who knows me well knows that I DESPISE drugees, they're killing their life and are going to become delusional freaks if they continue for the rest of their life. But yeah, it's not like I'm the only one who thinks that boyfriend is wrong for __:)__. That boy does drugs, deals weed, and has a drinking problem. At the age of 16 (or he might be 15.. can't remember). He has horrible grades and parties all night. I really think he'll become a hobo when he's older. __:)__ on the other hand, is an innocent girl who has straight A's and a child-like personality. Uh, yeah. I know I've read tons of novels where the bad boy type of guy and the goody goody girl fall in love and live happily ever after, but in real life, I feel like this is just the wrong match. Not because me simply judging him, it's because I truly care for __:)__. And I KNOW for a fact that her boyfriend will do nothing with his life. Maybe if he got straight A's and was striving to get into college. Maybe if he would go to rehab and STAY there and get rid of that horrible drinking problem. Maybe if he stopped partying so much. Maybe if he was actually smart enough to get in our normal public high school instead of going to the school for all the dumb kids. Maybe if he stopped dealing drugs (because really, now you're just making money to kill the insides of other kiddos). Maybe if he solely did drugs ONLY, I might just TOLERATE him. I won't like him still. Because he needs to quit. Yeah, I know that there are addictives in there, but his retarded decision to start it in the first place. Now he's just killing brain cells. Yeah, anyways if that happened, I would just barely tolerate him for __:)__'s sake. That's it. And only barely. I'm still disgusted.

I really don't see why so many adolescents do drugs. Even though I'm personally a teenager, I really just can't see it from their perspective. Because it's stupid.

Gonna Make It Mine.

Welcome to my new "personal" blog, because I don't know, I have a LiveJournal, but I get tired of things easily. I'll still post there whenever I feel like it.

Wow, I think I spent an hour trying to think of a URL name for this blog, crazy huh! One thing about me is that I obsess over titles of my work--whether it be blogs or essays, et cetera. And I usually get my titles from song titles, song lyrics, or just inspired by song lyrics. My actual BLOG name is currently from the song Colors of the Heart by UVERworld but that's subject to change frequently. But URLs, oh goodness, I take forever with those since those things are PERMANENT! I was literally going through my iTunes looking at my song titles. I'm guessing other people do this too, because I tried at least 20 different things for the URL and they were all not available! Unbelievable. Even TheSaltwaterRoom (by Owl City) didn't work. MidnightHighway (by Daphne Loves Derby) didn't work. DynamoOfVolition (by Jason Mraz) didn't work! It was so frustrating. Oh well, the point is, I finally found one that has not been used yet. "Reveling in energy" is a line from the song "Make It Mine" by Jason Mraz--love that guy!

Anywho, I made this blog because sometimes I feel like I want to vent or just want to sort things out in my head, and my other blogspot is mostly for book reviews/giveaways and my LiveJournal is just so incredibly private that I feel like I barely let anything out at all.

I feel better with strangers reading my thoughts, how odd. Well, not like I care if friends read, but with my posts being public I feel like I'm actually saying something to the world, even though no one will probably even read this darn thing.

Haha I'm an odd child.