Jordan has really been annoying me as of late.

My brother has really been starting to irritate me. It's weird because I usually consider him supportive of what I do and nice and everything, but lately I feel like he has been such a jerk. He knows I have bad sleeping habits but he shouldn't look down on me for not getting much sleep. And he's becoming just like my mom, ridiculing me for having naps later at night. I know naps at 10 or 11pm aren't ideal but naps are naps, right? If I just want to sleep for only a half hour nap anyways, it shouldn't really matter what time I take it. Not only that, but he even tells MOM about my bad sleeping habits. This REALLY bugs me, because I'm still dealing with everything--school, church, dance..--perfectly fine even with my lack of sleep, why get her involved in this? Because she's twisting everything she hears from my brother and puts it against me, and keeps giving me lectures. SERIOUSLY. My brother should know better than to say that kind of stuff to my mom, because it's only adding more stress to my day. I don't go to my mom telling her about how my brother has skipped class a couple times this school year or how he sleeps at 3am each night too.

Damnit, I don't know, he is just really aggravating me. Like just now, he suddenly pokes his head in my room cause the lights are on, and says, "You're STILL up?" I tell him, "No, I slept at midnight and just now I got up because I remembered I need to send myself something for school." Then he starts shaking his head, as if in disappointment. I'm just like WTF you should be happy I slept at midnight, eff you. I didn't mean to wake up 2:30am, it just happened. Don't look like you're belittling me just because I need to sleep more at night. As a matter of fact, this past week I've BEEN sleeping earlier, but I don't think you or mom ever see that or acknowledge that because you guys always look at my room in the wrong time (like just now when you happen to look in my room the 10 minutes I'm awake from my sleep). UGH.